User blog comment:Godisme/Goodbye to Our Xcution/@comment-1706259-20120111174605/@comment-1351982-20120111180801

That's kind of what I was thinking. There is no doubt in my mind that she did contemplate suicide (in my opinion this is probably not the first time), but I think she was given a choice to end it or move on. What choice she made we have no definitive answer, but either way it's still a pretty dark senario.